As the time approaches

New Years will soon be upon us, and with it the thought of what I would like to see, and become, in 2007.

There is an article here about some of the resolutions Jonathon Edwards wrote.
One of them is a great challenge.
It reads........
Resolved, Never hence-forward, till I die, to act as if I were any way my own, but entirely and altogether God's.

I would like to make that one of my own... but I almost hesitate - for that is not an easy resolution to keep. May God in his grace allow me to do that.

Argh the craziness...

Went to Chermside tonight.
CANNOT believe how busy it was at 20 past 11 at night!
Of course, I was there and contributing to it but still...................

*I'm glad we have this whole consumer thing in balance*

I guess I wish you some stress then!

"Too much comfort is dangerous. Literally.

Researchers at the University of California at Berkeley did an experiment some time ago that involved introducing an amoeba into a perfectly stress-free environment: ideal temperature, optimal concentration of moisture, constant food supply. The amoeba had an environment to which it had to make no adjustment whatsoever.

So you would guess this was one happy little amoeba. Whatever it is that gives amoebas ulcers and high blood pressure was gone.

Yet, oddly enough, it died.

Apparently there is something about all living creatures, even amoebas, that demands challenge. We require change, adaptation, and challenge the way we require food and air. Comfort alone will kill us."

(Study source: Chris Peterson, "Optimism and By-pass Surgery," in Learned Helplessness: A Theory for the Age of Personal Control [New York: Oxford Univ. Press, 1993].)

Citation: John Ortberg, If You Want to Walk on Water, You've Got to Get Out of the Boat (Zondervan Publishing House, 2001), p. 47; submitted by Clark Cothern, Tecumseh, MI.

Bread success

Woo hoo!
After 4 spectacularly unsuccessful attempts at making bread in new Christmas present (obviously a bread maker) we have now just partaken of a crusty fresh loaf of white bread!

mmmmmm delicious

Tom Thumb, the little Aussie battler

The puppies born Wednesday are doing well, and thankfully, our littlest one, who was considerable smaller, is doing excellently.

We (wth the help of some friends) have been hand feeding him, as well as him feeding from Melody. He is getting stonger and filling out more each day.

He is just the most gorgeous puppy. He may be small but he has a big heart and seems very determined to grow big and strong. We have called him Tom Thumb - the little Aussie Battler. and he's a winner!

Puppies

Melody had her puppies yesterday, and we have six healthy puppies, although one is small and needs supplementary bottle feeding to help it grow big and strong!
There were seven puppies born but one was very sick and went to puppy heaven - yes there IS such a place! (Although I cannot vouch for proper theology there)

Life is very full at the moment so blogging has been a little neglected, as has tidying the house, sleeping, washing.... you get the idea!

hmmmmmm even more!

herchurch

Please explain...

I just don't get it...

Upside down Christmas trees?

And today I saw a PURPLE upside down Christmas tree!!! What's the go?

Schoolies

Having returned from a short weekend stint as a volunteer at Schoolies, there are a few stand-out moments for me from the last 48 hours (I did a day and a night shift one after the other).

* Helping with checkins at one of the hotels and being absolutely confronted with seeing parents dropping off their 16 and 17 year old children, and carrying in cartons and cartons of alcohol for them. That was very hard to watch. Do parents not realise what message they are sending their children, and the possibly unintentional pressure they place on them to live 'down to' the schoolies image.

* The incredible favour we have with schoolies, with most hotel managers and with the police - they value what we do

* Visiting one room of schoolies of 5 girls, who had all had a few drinks and hearing one girl say to her friend that she felt all this pressure to be listening to loud music and dancing.... and me realising that these girls didn't really want to get wasted and "party hard" - all they really wanted to do was celebrate the end of school with their friends and have fun.

* Being reminded that they are really nice, often very polite young people, who are just very lost.

* Realising again that the heart of Christ is to rescue, that there is a answer and that we have to do all in our power to communicate that with our words, deeds and example.

I didn't feel very emotional while I was down there, but as I drove home tonight, as I lead woship, as I listened to a great message about what Christ's sacrifice means for us, my heart was breaking for the young people who are looking for something but can't articulate what it is.

May the love they long for be revealed to them and may they recognise it. His name is Jesus Christ.

saddened....

My sister emailed me Friday night with a news report that a prominent preacher had been alleged to have been praying a male escort for s3x and that drug use had been involved.

Saturday I read that he had stepped aside from leadership of his church, pending an investigative process and resigned as head of the NAE.

Today I read that he has been removed permenantly from his church leadership and also see and read that he has admitted to some of the allegations re drug use and receiving a massage from his accuser.

More here....

Whatever the case may be, I am immensely saddened and sobered by this. A man of great influence and prominence - yet none of us are ever beyond temptation.

May God grant comfort and peace to Ted, his wife and family, church members, his accuser and all who have been touched by this tragedy.
May there be repentance where there needs to be, and reconciliation with God and others.
May all of us be reminded that we are equally susceptible to the deception of sin and may we continue to build authentic, trustworthy and accountable friendships.

Amazing grace, how sweet the sound.........

I'll let your beard grow out

In journalling yesterday, I read this cool passage where King David had sent some his men to tell a new neighbouring king know they could be friends - just like King David had been with the new king's dad.

However, the new young king decided it was a ploy and so sent David's men back with their beards plucked out and their robes cut off up to their buttocks, and mobilised his armies, and neighbouring armies, to fight Israel.

So, suddenly David was faced with a bit of an international incident and had to get Israel's army happening and ready to defend their nation.

However, in the midst of all this, we read "When David heard what had happened to the men, he sent messengers to tell them, “Stay at Jericho until your beards grow out, and then come back.” For they felt deep shame because of their appearance."

And I really loved the fact that David was not just not a warrior king, but a shepherd to his people. He cared about the areas they were vulnerable in, and gave them the time and space to heal and grow.

That's the type of leader I want to be.

Moment of crisis

I have an exam in 7 days.
I have just found out season 3 of Lost has started and 4 episodes are now available.

Need I say more?
Crisis, crisis, crisis

My guilty pleasure

I have a confession to make...
I love Fear Factor.
I know it's corny.
I know it deliberately
I know it shameless picks good looking women and makes them do swimsuit necessary challenges.
I know.
But i love it!
I even planned my dinner break from writing my essay to coincide with Fear Factor last night.

My name is Ruth and I'm a 'fear factor'oholic.

Great connect group

What a great connect group I am a part of!
I love those who seek truth, and question in order to understand.
What a good night tonight was - you are all legends!

Continuing the "does God want you to be rich" conversation

Well first of all - great comments on the previous post which referenced the Time article.

Laura made a really good point in the comments which I have been dwelling on for a while, and I have also just returned from a conference at which one of the speakers made a comment which was rather provocative - particularly with regard to what we had been talking about.

I totally agree that we need to start giving out of the little we have. In fact, most charities like the Red Shield Appeal find that the richer suburbs are often the least generous.

One of the speakers at conference said that there is nothing we can do to help others if we don't have money/resources. I disagreed at first, but then he went on to explain... we cannot send a letter of encouragement as we need to pay for the paper and postage stamp. We cannot call them as we need to pay for the phone call. We cannot go and visit them as we need to pay for the petrol.

And I started to think he was right. While money is not the only thing necessary to help others, without it, we can't really do anything. We can't even survive ourselves in order to help others.

Even Mother Theresa would have needed financial support for her own needs - the place she lived, the sheets for her bed, the food she ate etc and also which allowed her to live and care for people, to feed them, to give them medicine and shelter....

I'm still thinking and dwelling on this and value your thoughts.

Worst Slurpee ever

Tryed to get a slurpee after Fusion last night - cause when you feel like a slurpee, there's not much else that satisfies.

Maccas at Brookside couldn't sell me on - they're not allowed to at the moment cause they don't taste very good. Go figure!

So we went to the service station on Samford Rd. Big mistake.

So the moral of the story is - don't buy a slurpee from the service station on Samford Road. It's not just worth it.

A great approach to spiritual warefare

This is a great article on spiritual warefare...
It's by Rick Warren and is worth a read. It's not too long :-)


http://www.pastors.com/RWMT/default.asp?id=279&artid=9862&expand=1
I'll blog some of my thoughts soon...
have to go out now.

Dangerous Blessings - LeadershipJournal.net

What great timing..
There is a really good article I just read today about how we deal with money and blessing!

Dangerous Blessings - LeadershipJournal.net

To those who love Roland

I need to find a temporary home for Rolly in couple of weeks so he leaves Melody alone for the 2-3 weeks he would otherwise find her VERY attractive.

If you have a doggy proof backyard, and would be interested in doggy-sitting, let me know!

And it's back

Here's a debate that doesn't go away for long....
Let's kill people who are sick, disabled, less than perfect... they are an economic, emotional and resources drain...

Whoops sorry - it's about compassion and dignity.

While in some ways I am sure that some people who jump on the euthanasia bandwagon do so out of a basic premise of what they would term compassion, they seem to lack the ability to either extrapolate what they are advocating, or to learn from past history - or even current events.

What starts as 'let's only allow euthanasia to those who are in their last few weeks, and are in terrible pain', becomes - let's allow anyone who is suffering to get doctors to help them end their life. And then, just as happened in Holland, an otherwise healthy, 26 year old woman, suffering from depression, could ask her doctor to kill her - and he did.

Those who support euthanasia - also erroneously termed 'death with dignity' are in fact being incredibly insulting to those in our society who suffer from disabilities.

Their premise is that life is unbearable and not worth living once your body fails you to a point and you have the extreme indignity of others having to look after your bodily functions.

What message does this send to those who suffer disabilities and need personal care? Is their life inherently undignified and worth ending...? Are we suggesting it is perhaps immoral for those people NOT to choose to end their life because of the pressure they place on family and friends, and the time, money and energy needed to care for them?

This could be any of us, at any time. We are only one accident away from living this way. And it is inherently wrong for someone to suggest we would be better dead, than having someone clean us.

TIME.com: Does God Want You To Be Rich? -- Sep. 18, 2006 -- Page 1

This is a very interesting article...
I, of course, realise that the media usually has a stunning ability to misquote, quote out of context, and general do a not so great job when reporting about contemporary churches.

Worth reading though. Don't crucify Joel Osteen though - wait until you get to the small section with his interview and you may hear what he was probably really saying.... Also, the last page starts to really get to the point I think....

However, all in all, makes you think...

TIME.com: Does God Want You To Be Rich? -- Sep. 18, 2006 -- Page 1

From "The Divine Conspiracy"

By Dallas Willard

God has yet to bless anyone except where they actually are, and if we faithlessly discard situation after situation, moment after moment, as not being 'right', we will simply have no place to receive His kingdom into our life. For those situations and moments are our life.

Just so you know....

...that email circulating saying that Steve I publically become a Christian a few weeks ago is NOT true...

I guess people just wanted to hear that and so believed it...

For those of you who were at supper with Tim Hein

I just realised something....
Jesus didn't stay on the other side of the lake!

Please ignore this post if you have no idea what I'm talking about!

The community in which we live

From today's Courier Mail.... pg 33/34

"Dark Side of Drinking"

Some 10 percent of Australians are drinking at levels that are risky, says Professor David Kavanagh, a clinicl psychologist at the University of Queensland's School of Medicine. But is the the 18-24 year old age group that is at the greatest risk of developing an alcohol related problem, he says.

"Drinking is most common in the late teens and early 20s age group. Because it is a period of heavy drinking, these people are most at risk of going off the rails. Young people often start to drink when they feel depressed and anxious and alcohol makes them feel better. They may also start because of peer pressure."

Kavanagh does not believe that giving young people small amounts of alcohol in family settings teaches them to drink responsibly. Having easy access to alcohol increases the risk of developing problems, he says. Statistics show that of 87.5 per cent of people in the 18-24 age group who have drunk alcohol in the past 12 months, more than two-thirds of men and more than half of women drank amounts that placed them at short-term risk of injury.

Ritual vs revelation

I have been thinking a bit about something.
Working with songwriters, we often have conversations about not wanting to be cliched in the lyrics we write.
Leading worship for about 15 years, and leading the worship team for 6 years has also given me much occasion to think about keeping it fresh week in and week out.
What's the secret to keeping it fresh?
Are things really as cliched as we sometimes say they are?

It's about revelation. You can say God is Love and it can sound like a cliche beacuse you have heard it before. But if you have a revelation that God is love - it becomes the most meaningful, multi-layered statement in the universe....

Last week I was in a worship service and was singing and realised something was lacking. You could say I was just repeating some empty phrases.

So, because I despise empty religion and always want to worship with integrity, I knew I had to do something. So, I reached into the well of revelation my spirit had received in the last few days and let my mind respond to that. (This all took place in a matter of seconds of course)!

A freshness and meaning suddenly came alive in my worship!

It's always about revelation...
In a sense, we are responsible for the vibrancy of our worship.
We could sing the name of Jesus for hours and it still be fresh if we sing out of revelation.

Just loved this quote!

LeadershipJournal.net - One-Raspberry Holocaust:

"Don't believe everything you think."

A great thought (via James)

Worship

We have too long been conditioned to think that the church is to entertain us. That is not the case. Soren Kierkegaard said, " People have the idea that the preacher is the actor on stage and they are the critics, blaming or praising him. What they don't know is that they are the actors on stage; he is merely the prompter standing in the wings, reminding them of their lost lines" And God is the Audience.

It is not unusual to hear someone say; " I don't get anything out of church." MY response is " What did you give God? How was your heart prepared to give?"

If you go to church selfishly to seek a blessing, you have missed the point of worship. We go to give glory not to be blessed. An understanding of that will effect how you critique the church experience. The issue isn't, did I get anything out of it? But, did I from my heart give glory to God? Since blessing comes from God in response to worship, if you aren't blessed, it isn't usually because of poor music or preaching (though this may occasionally prove to be insurmountable obstacles) but because of a selfish heart that does not give God glory.

(The Ultimate Priority On Worship, John Macarthur, JR 1983 The Moody Bible Institute of Chicago)

Crocodile Hunter Steve Irwin dead | NEWS.com.au

Crocodile Hunter Steve Irwin dead | NEWS.com.au

Very sad news.
My thoughts and prayers are with his wife and children.

Churches must not play God with Caesar | Features | The Australian

This is an interesting article...
I find it a little incorrect though, from my perspectives, that he has said that churches want to play a role in politics. I think it is less that churches want to play a role, and more that Christians want to play a role in plotics/national debate. They have been automatically excluded simply on the basis of their Christian faith for a long time - while other faiths - materialism, secularism, darwinism, athiesm etc are free to engage or set public debate



Churches must not play God with Caesar | Features | The Australian

The week that was

Well Fiji was lovely! Relaxing and fun and adventureous!

Some highlights...

Sailing on a tall ship to a lovely island where we snorkelled and ate a fabulous lunch and both Stephen and I had beach side massages!

Going on a long boat for an hour and a half trip up river to see a village of about 200 people AND discovering there was an AOG church in the village (and that the pastors of that church were in Suva at that moment attending the conference Ps Lewis was preaching at!)

Lying on a day bed in the Mercure resort overlooking the pool and reading a great novel

Going to the Sofitel, meeting Josh's uncle, using the facilities and having a DELICIOUS dinner

Discovering all sorts of eating places

Realising every day how very blessed we are in Australia..... thinking much on this...

I may post some pictures soon. I have had a small hiccup today at work with some changes to my computer and half my photos being currently unretrievable.... I am assured they will be fixed tomorrow...

And the craziness continues...

Sen Natasha Stott Despoja is concerned about some of the pregnancy counselling services provided in Australia, suggesting they are deceptive and not providing truthful information. In fact, she is so concerned that she wants access to government funding cut for counselling services that give women wrong information.

Do you know what some of these deceptive counselling services say, that Natasha hates so much? That terminating a pregnancy is akin to killing the baby!

**Ruth just shakes her head at the insanity of it**

Holidays!

Today has been officially (in my head anyway) the first day of my holidays!
While my annual leave started Tuesday, I was busy working on uni assignments Monday - Wednesday so wasn't really in relax mode. However, I finished off the ones due while I am away next week so am now relaxing!

I took our last little puppy out to the airport this morning and said goodbye to her (which made me feel a bit sad) and then to console myself I went to DFO where I picked up a few bargains.... gotta love a bargain. I then proceeded to make good use of our new Foxtel connection for several hours this afternoon... ahhhhh.

LOVED NYU camp last weekend. It was such a great weekend in so many ways. There was a real feeling of unity between the two parts of NYU - encounter and fusion - and it was wonderful to see God move in the lives of people there in very significant and profound ways. Honestly - it's life changing stuff. There is something about getting away for a weekend and spending it building relationships - with each other and with God. Moments of focus are vital in life.

It was also great doing fun stuff with fusioners too - like roller blading and enjoying the spa! (Although I wasn't at the 2am spa trip - which sounded like heaps of fun!) I have only just recovered from roller blading - my legs hurt for days!

I also particularly liked my new experience of being an 18-25's leader, which meant staying at a nice resort instead of dorms! After 10 years on high school youth leadership it was a very different experience - and one I relished.

All in all, a fabulous time and I am already looking forward to next year!

From today's uni readings!

We have no inner spiritual lfe if we don’t have the outer experience of a beautiful world. The more we destroy the world the less the sense of God is possible.
Thomas Berry, ecologist and theologian.

Journaling here

My journal is in my car and I've had a shower and in my pjs so thought I'd journal here instead....

Scripture: Ps 16:5 LORD, you alone are my inheritance, my cup of blessing. You guard all that is mine.

The Big Idea: He is my cup of blessing - blessing is sure when we know God.

Application: Even when we are in times of tension or waiting, we can remind ourselves that He is our cup of blessing. It's so easy to focus on what we don't have or what we are waiting for God to provide, and to stop remembering all the wonderful blessings that we do have. I always have a cup of blessing - something I can drink from, something that I can carry, something to refresh me. The cup is often a metaphor for a person's life - what do I contain, what do I carry within me. We have a cup of blessing!

It's just such a lovely thought - and such a constant one. He never changes. He never leaves us. He never forsakes us. He is closer than our closest friend. He is always gracious and His unfailing love is always with us. He is faithful and is faithful in blessing. We don't have to twist his arm or convince him, or trick him, or even be good enough. His blessing is certain. We often have to learn to recognise it. We can be so busy looking at what we want/think we need/others have that we want or something like that and we fail to recognise and give thanks for all the wonderful blessings of God He has poured out upon us.

Prayer: Holy Spirit - help me to recognise the blessings that are poured out upon me each day, and to give thanks always...

wanna trade?

There has been an outbreak of trading occuring at church ever since last night!
Shoes for paperclips..
Caramello koalas for bookmarks for paperclips..
something for a day on Jess's blog..
Who know where this could end!?

Rumour has it, Shannon even ended up with a spoon signed by Casey Rogers - that will be worth a fortune some day.

More on gym stuff...

First up, kudos to the Professor - if that poster idea is not under copyright - you should so release it! You'd make a fortune! (I would buy one!)

On the 'which church service is more aerobically fruitful discussion' from previous comments, I was reading in the Readers Digest the other day about the 50 habits of thin people - things you can add into your life that help burn calories. They said that if you go to belt out some songs at Church on a Sunday you burn over 250 calories! (And I bet that wasn't even a contemporary church service either...!) I lead the last two Sunday nights in a row so that dress is looking more manageable all the time...

btw, I was sore the next day.. and the day after that..

And went back tonight so may be again tomorrow!

Ask me tomorrow

Well today I went back to the gym, motivated by a very nice dress I am wearing to a wedding in two weeks!

I was sure I had only been away for 4 - 6 weeks but got to the gym, looked at my card and realised it had been 9 weeks since being there. I realised how good we are at self-delusion sometimes.

I heard a great quote once - which is still a huge challenge for me...
We judge ourselves by our intentions. Others judge us by our actions.

btw, I'm expecting to be sore when I wake up - but ask me tomorrow...

How do you turn a paperclip into a house?

You just gotta love this!

Scotsman.com Living - How do you turn a paperclip into a house?: "How do you turn a paperclip into a house?
EMMA COWING

EXACTLY one year ago today, at 12:48am, a 25-year-old Canadian called Kyle MacDonald sat down at his computer in Montreal and uploaded a picture of a red paperclip on to his web page. 'This might not surprise you,' he wrote above it, 'but below is a picture of a paperclip. It is red.' MacDonald went on to explain that he wanted to trade the paperclip for something bigger. 'Maybe a pen, a spoon, or perhaps a boot.' He was, he said, 'going to make a continuous chain of 'up trades' until I get a house. Or an island.'

Today, MacDonald will make the ultimate trade up from that original red paperclip when he takes possession of a three-bedroomed, 1,100-square-foot, white clapperboard farmhouse at 503 Main Street, Kipling, Saskatchewan. Over the past 12 months he has bartered away random items, such as a snowglobe and a part in a movie, travelled across North America in search of the perfect trade, and been interviewed worldwide by a fascinated media that included several Japanese TV channels and Good Morning America. It is a story that has reawakened the notion of bartering, proved the brilliance of one simple idea, and once again demonstrated the ferocious power of the internet."

Hillsong

Well Hillsong was great. There were so many things I could write about.

Here are just a few recollections!
Leaders must learn to discern the small things from the great things and not focus on the small things.

The significance of a service on Sunday - people get an impression of God and Christianity from our services.

Take the tape measure off! Don't try to measure God.

What's in your hand? Use that.

The importance of the stewardship of affluence and influence. Influence allows us to speak for those who have no voice.

Let the 'because factor' be written across you!

The power of the squeeze - it increases our capacity.

Just walk across the room - learn to obey those small promptings of the Holy Spirit to step out of our comfort zone and just go and talk to someone. You never know what God can do with that!

Now ....... just to put that into practise!

What a week or so

What a week! An article I wrote recently generated a bit of interest, with the paper that I write for publishing an opposing article last week and then starting a blog about it! At last look, the post had 216 comments. It certainly had some emotive comments, which were rather innocently or deliberately misleading in content as well. (I checked with my legal sources today).

I have been pondering about how Jesus would respond to all of this and to one person in particular who has taken exception to me in their comments posted and could be contacted if I chose to.

Truth with grace.

I will not back down from truth and applied truth, and yet at the same time, I want to demonstrate grace and love.

You see, the whole 'tolerance' thing is a load of rot. How insulting that you would tolerate someone. As a christian, I am called to live from a higher place. I am called not to tolerate, but to love - unconditionally.

So I am still pondering......

Look what i found...

Great for a chuckle.....!

Beauty Tips for Ministers

Yes - I confess

Yes Matt (see comments on post below) I must confess - I didn't pray for the match last night. Sincere apologies - will do better for the Croatia match.

I continue to amaze myself with my ability to be really quite distractable (is that a word - should be anyway) from the task at hand which is studying for my two exams. I have put it down to the fact that it has now been a year since I started uni and I haven't had a break (not even a week). Summer Semester is a great idea and is the only way I could get the amount of subjects done in the time left however I can sense the sails are loosing their wind a little....! I am thoroughly looking forward to 4 whole weeks with no uni!

Dear me, I do sound like I am whinging. I'm not - I'm so thankful for the strength and sustaining power of God. One of my much loved verses and concepts is - His grace is sufficient for me. Everything I do is empowered, surrounded and covered by Him. He is my energy and my wisdom. He is all I need. I am so thankful for all He has done.

Two small prayers

Thank you God for the world cup win.

Please help Queensland tomorrow night.

Amen

A quick run down....

As I was looking at blogs, and silently chastising the authors for not updating, I too realised I was guilty. So here's a little entry for reading pleasure (or displeasure) or however you find it.

Puppies: v v cute. Their eyes are open. Trying to walk now - very clumsily.

Uni: exams bearing down upon me. seem to be later than most peoples. good thing too.

Hillsong: just weeks away! yay!

Tea: bought artic fire loose leaf tea saturday. v v nice.

Coffee: enjoying espresso from phillips senseo. highly recommended.

Journalling: have enjoyed Romans. spending much time thinking about love for others.

Last home cooked meal: scrambled eggs at lunch today. It's only the third time in my life I have cooked scrambled eggs.

Oh, by the way...

... I decided on Froot Loops.

My horrible wisdom tooth story

Ok - first up, a shout out to Matt and Steff, who I saw earlier tonight at Vibe Night. I promised I would blog this so here I am ...

I went back to my oral surgeon the other day who removed my wisdom teeth a few weeks ago. They have been healing up ok, but on Sunday my mouth was hurting - particularly singing at three services.

I mentioned this when I saw her and she said it shouldn't still be sore so she'd have a look at it. So look at it she did.

Oh yes - I can see you have a sore spot there. Hmm, it looks like you have a piece of bone sticking out the gum....

To which I casually replied - That would be why it feels like it's catching.

I am so brave.

She removed the piece of bone.

It's feeling much better.

I am so brave.

See Matt and Steff - I told you it was horrible.

A great quote from Reversed Thunder by Eugene Peterson

"'We live in a noisy world. We are yelled at, promoted, called. Everyone has an urgent message for us. We are surrounded with noise: telephone, radio, television, stereo. Messages are amplified deafeningly. The world is a mob in which everyone is talking at once and no one is willing or able to listen. But God listens. He not only speaks to us, he listens to us. His listening to us is an even greater marvel than his speaking to us. It is rare to find anyone who listens carefully and thoroughly. It is rare to find our stammering understood, our clumsy speech deciphered, our garbled syntax unraveled, sorted out and heard—every syllable attended to, every nuance comprehended. Our minds are taken seriously. Our feelings are taking seriously. When it happens we know that what we say and feel are immensely important. We acquire dignity. We never know how well we think or speak until we find someone who listens to us.'"

A modern dilemma

Coco-pops or Froot Loops?

(Yes - they are both in my cupboard)

It is finished!

Well, another assignment just finished. I really love this electronic submission thing they have happening now.

I submitted it 4 minutes late though - at 12:03am instead of 11:50pm - so I don't know if I will be considered as having submitted it a day late? Truth be told, it was having to insert their assignment cover sheet into my document, and then all that formatting going haywire that set me back a good 15 minutes so fingers are crossed that I won't lose marks....

'Gay-friendly' child care slammed - Top stories - Breaking News 24/7 - NEWS.com.au

The article below is insightful in the flawed thinking so many people have.

The idea that young children, from six weeks old, are intentionally being influenced so as to accept unquestioningly the premise that same sex relationships are 'good' is abhorrent.

For all the fuss about not being discriminatory, do people fail to recognise that what is happening here IS discrimination - against people who teach their children than same sex relationships are not good.

(And I notice the resources used to do this are government funded. Can you imagine if a non-profit group with a Christian wordview used government funds to produce books which promoted the Christian view on family?)

What this centre is doing is the classic passive aggresive tactic used. I won't explicitly say that the Christian worldview is wrong, I will just promote another philosophy that cannot co-exist with a Christian worldview. If I say same-sex sexual relationships are good, then the Christian view that says they are not obviously wrong.

So please, Mr Marrickville Mayor - don't even try to play the "Christians are discriminating" card - cause you just show you are either deceived, deceptive, or ignorant.

'Gay-friendly' child care slammed - Top stories - Breaking News 24/7 - NEWS.com.au

Bliss and Terror

Bliss: Melody- lying in her box, with six little puppies nestled up against her.

Terror: Roland- whenever he tries to get near Melody and said puppies and Melody goes for him!

Alcohol: Abstinence from Alcohol (Official A/G Position Paper)

Alcohol: Abstinence from Alcohol (Official A/G Position Paper)

I found this yesterday. It's from the American AOG website and was put out this year, according to the copyright on it.

It's counter-cultural, courageous and could be controversial. Well worth a read!

Congratulations to Roland and Melody

Six beautiful little puppies!

There is a chance...

.. that Melody is about to have her puppies...

..updates as it becomes more clear..

A deep, deep question

Well still home and daytime tv is pretty pitiful...

Just saw a Psychic Fair being advertised, which makes me wonder - how authentic can it be if they have to advertise it to the psychics? Shouldn't they just know!

Incredible news!

Follow the link below and read what is nothing short of amazing. Rod Welford has announced he is dropping changes to RE which were proposed in the Education Bill. Just amazing. We may just have witnessed a miracle!

96five - Brisbane, Australia. Family's Number One!: "State Education Minister Rod Welford has anounced proposed changes to Religious Education classes in QLD state schools have now been dropped.

Below is the statement from the Minister:

Minister for Education and the Arts
The Honourable Rod Welford
22/05/2006

NO CHANGE TO RELIGIOUS EDUCATION PROVISIONS

Education Minister, Rod Welford, announced today that the Government would not be proceeding with proposed amendments to religious education provisions in the Education Bill currently before State Parliament. "

Chubby Bunny

It's now been 48 hours since I went into the operating room to get my wisdom teeth out. It was certainly an experience. The bed you lie on has warm air blowing up underneath the bottom sheet to keep you warm cause the surgery is freezing!

The doctors were all lovely, particularly the guy who did the anaesthetic. It was the first general I've ever had so wasn't too sure what to expect - but he made you feel so relaxed (no pun intended).

When I started to wake up after the surgery, I felt like I had only been asleep for 5 minutes and thought I was still in the operating room and they hadn't given me enough. I was little concerned for a moment until a nurse next to me told me I was in recovery - a big relief!

Felt a bit sick so prayed and it settled down. The most frustrating thing was one of my eyes couldn't focus and i kept seeing double until Saturday morning...

And now - I still look like I have my mouth stuffed with marshmellows!

Have been living on ice-cream, custard, yoghurt however this morning I remembered what my good friend Matty J told me about how he lived on milkshakes - and that was much better. Anything you can drink through a straw rather than trying to put a spoon in your mouth is great!

I was hoping to be less swollen than I am. And I live from painkiller to painkiller and icepack to icepack. But overall things have proceeded very well. And I am looking forward to feeling relatively normal again.

2 hours and 55 minutes to go

I am at home, after rushing out of church so I can get my assignment finished to lodge electronically before 11:59pm tonight, and I just can't get this out of my head so I am blogging it hoping that will do it!

GOD LOVES YOU MORE THAN WHAT YOU CAN DO FOR HIM

Ok - in case you got a different idea tonight- just wanted you to know that!

Today

Today I realised again and again that Melody is getting SO pregnant and very fat - only 3 weeks to go until she has puppies!

Today I ate a lot of Steve's Easter Bunny. There's not much left of it.

Today I went back to the gym after last week's full diaryness (good thing after all that chocolate Easter Bunny too)

Today I realised I have an assignment due Sunday - not in two weeks time as I thought. Hence the research occuring tonight, but exceedingly thankful that this can be electronically lodged which meant I didn't have to post it Friday. Praise God.

Today I rang to confirm my admission to hospital next Friday to have my wisdom teeth removed.

Today I kept thinking about the beautiful food I ate last night - Pizza Capers does pizza VERY well!

Today I am thankful - because God is so good and His mercy endures forever

When pressing the print button just doesn't do it for you!

I am currently sitting at my desk, with cold toes - hang on -

ok - now wearing my lime green ballet slippers which I bought with Steff and Laura on Saturday (ask them about their big day out) so toes are now warm and toasty -

so - I am sitting at my desk and have been researching for an assignment due at the end of this week so now have 35 different journal articles to print out and read.

It's very boring printing 35 articles. Ahh - the research process...

Why am I printing them all out? I find it easier to print out articles and read them through so I can underline, scribble etc rather than just read them on a screen. Maybe that doesn't make me a true new tchnology girl - I'm not sure?

Anyway - will blog about other random things in another post I think...

a big week

Well it's been a big week.
It's been a good week though.
One of those weeks which makes you realise afresh how wonderful all the people are that are in your life.
Watching people serve so selflessly, and so well, helps me remember how blessed I am to be doing life with all of you.

The Sofitel Club Lounge

To celebrate our anniversary, we stayed at the Sofitel and througha club membership we have, had access to the Sofitel Club Lounge.

Well, well, well - very nice indeed!

You can pop up to the 30th floor anytime and get a range of teas - herbal or otherwise, hot chocolates or espresso coffees. It comes from one of those automated espresso machine which grinds the beans and heats the milk, and while I am not a big fan of them, it was one of the better ones I have used.

They also have refreshments available all day - sandwiches (very nices ones too), biscotti, fruit etc. They also have a great breakfast - buffet style, with bacon, eggs, mushrooms etc, as well as an outstanding array of danishes, cereals, fruit, nudie drinks, toast, cold meats, cheese etc.

There are some really nice big screen tv's, lovely leather lounges, newspapers, magazines, internet, chess boards and a really nice view!

It was just lovely and really added to the stay. The best thing is it is all included in your room price, which we also got at a good rate. So we would definitely recommend it!

The power of our message

I have been thinking a lot about the power of our message.

The Christian message is incredibly complex, and also incredibly simple.

In it's complexity it provides a foundation on which to structure society - hygiene, notions of welfare, family units, education etc

In it's simplicity it say "God loves you"

I love our message. It is the power of God to change my life and my world.

He must be loose out there!

"In many respects I find an unresurrected Jesus easier to accept. Easter makes him dangerous. Because of Easter, I have to listen to his extravagant claims and can no longer pick and choose from his sayings. Moreover, Easter means he must be loose out there somewhere." - Philip Yancey

The Christian paradox - In Depth - theage.com.au

My friend emailed me this article today and it provides good food for thought. Some of my comments are below the link to the article.

The Christian paradox - In Depth - theage.com.au

Essentially, the author is arguing that the church has become too self-focused and no longer promotes the idea of 'love your neighbour as yourself'.

My thoughts.
1. He is plainly coming from a communist/socialist philosophy which obviously biases his comments. He states the following "A rich man came to Jesus one day and asked what he should do to get into heaven. Jesus did not recommend that he should invest, spend and let the benefits trickle down; he said sell what you have, give the money to the poor and follow me. Few plainer words have been spoken."

He conveniently forgets that Jesus also had many rich followers of whom he didn't make the same demand, and in fact, was supported by them.

2. He promotes the idea that it is wrong and un-Christian to argue for tax cuts, on the basis that we should look after the poor with that tax money. Arguing for tax cuts means you don't care for the poor.

However, this thinking doesn't recognise that there are ways to look after the poor without taxes. I know some people think that the responsibility to look after the poor was given to the church not the state, so shouldn't even be a state concern. (I think it's both). As far as I am aware, non-Government organisations seem to be able to provide much more effective poverty relief than governments. If the author's concern is for the poor, perhaps a more innovative suggestion would be arguing for greater tax cuts for those who give generously to NGO poverty relief programs.

3. He has an obvious dislike of mega churches, which he doesn't really supply a reason for that I can see.

4. Finally, I have to say, he nearly lost me at the following statement. "And the Catholic Church, for most of its American history a sturdy exponent of a love-your-neighbour theology, has been weakened, too, its hierarchy increasingly motivated by a focus on abortion."

Could someone tell me when innocent unborn babies, and stressed, unsupported mothers who abort, lost their status as our neighbours?


Anyway - your thoughts?

Not just like any other

I was driving to the shops Monday night to get some groceries and heard on the radio that the Broncos were playing football on Friday night. I was immediately irritated. It's Good Friday - the day that we have off to reflect on the death of Jesus Christ, and the NRL is putting on a match. At least the AFL played Thursday night.

This 'football on Friday' thing has stuck with me for the last few days, and is still no less irritating to me.

I have been thinking about why it is so annoying to me. (In fact, the football will not be on at our place Friday night - even though we are having some people over for dinner who would probably love to watch it - and may leave in order to do so!)

This is what I have worked through. Perhaps I am over-reacting? But here's my thoughts anyway.

The reason I hate this so much, is because it is treating Good Friday just like every other day. There's football every other Friday night. But it's not every other day. It's the day we remember what Jesus went through on the cross for us.

We have a public holiday for that reason.
And while I keep hearing that we live in a pluralistic society, I don't see anyone NOT taking the public holiday because they don't believe in what it stands for.

I am also very aware that Jesus Christ is increasingly being marginalised in our society and that the days we have set aside as a society to remember or honour Him are increasingly being secularised. In fact, I even heard ads for Easter Buns the other day - what, we can't say Hot Cross Buns now?

Putting on a game of football, to make money and entertain, seems to trivialise and marginalise this day - to treat it just like any other Friday.

And I wondered - why does society treat such holy days so lightly?
Then I wondered if it is because His church have treated them so lightly.
We don't seem great at finding a balance between the extremes of meaningless rituals, or absolutely no way of marking holy moments.

We will be marking it by having a meal with people who are in the community of faith made possible by the death of Jesus. We will do something different. We will cut some things out of our life for one day, so that we are reminded this is a special day.

It is not just a day like any other.

A point to ponder...

If someone gave you $1000, and told you to spend it any way you wanted to, how would you spend it?

From a hero of mine

"I am serene. I have full awareness of what I have chosen ... If I must die, I will die. Somebody, a long time ago, did it for all of us ... I never thought it would end this way. But I am ready to face the consequences." - Abdul Rahman, an Afghan convert to Christianity, quoted in AP


On another note, I have also just found out that the Courier is running my piece on binge drinking on Monday, questioning some of the underlying assumptions we hold as a society about alcohol...

Joy o joy!

Well yesterday I found out some very good news. At Hillsong this year, every registered delegate gets a reserved, ticketed seat to one of the two night meetings each night! As long as you are in your seat 15 minutes before the session starts, you have your seat.... which means no lining up for two hours. Yippee! *** Ruth does dance of joy ***

As Easter approaches

"Cross and tomb go together in the Christian Gospel. Both were occupied for a short span, both were abandoned, both were defeated." - Quoted by Mel Lawrenz, Putting the Pieces Back Together

Things Hollywood has taught us

1. During all police investigations it will be necessary to visit a strip joint at least once.

2. All beds have special L-shaped top sheets which reach up to armpit level on a woman but only to waist level on the man lying beside her.

3. It's easy for anyone to land a plane providing there is someone in the control tower to talk you down.

4. A man will show no pain while taking the most ferocious beating but will wince when a woman tries to clean his wounds.

5. Large loft-style apartments in New York City are well within the price range of most people - whether they are employed or not.

6. Even when driving down a perfectly straight road it is necessary to turn the steering wheel vigorously from left to right continuously.

7. At least one of a pair of identical twins is born evil.

8. A detective can only solve a case once he has been suspended from duty.

9. If you decide to start dancing in the street everyone you bump into will know all the steps.

10. Should you decide to defuse a bomb don't worry which wire to cut. You will always choose the right one.

11. Most laptop computers are powerful enough to override the communications system of any invading alien society.

12. Extremely beautiful and intelligent women are likely to become prostitutes or welders.

13. It does not matter if you are heavily outnumbered in a fight involving martial arts - your enemies will wait patiently to attack you one by one by dancing around in a threatening manner until you have knocked out their predecessors.

14. When you turn out the light to go to bed, everything in your bedroom will still be clearly visible, just slightly bluish.

15. Police departments give their officers personality tests to make sure they are deliberately assigned to a partner who is their total opposite.

16. When they are alone, all foreigners prefer to speak English to each other.

17. Radiation causes interesting mutations - not to your future children but to you, right there and then.

18. If you are blonde and pretty, it is possible to become a world expert on nuclear fission at the age of 22.

19. Honest and hard working policemen are traditionally gunned down three days before their retirement.

20. Rather than wasting bullets, megalomaniacs prefer to kill their archenemies using complicated machinery involving fuses, pulley systems, deadly gasses, lasers and man eating sharks which will allow their captives at least 20 minutes to escape.

VSU VSU VSU **Long post warning**

If I was invited to a protest today, I would have gone. Not that we have to protest because as of next Semester, a glorious thing called Voluntary Student Unionism takes effect! And not a moment too soon I say.

Let me tell you the events of the past 72 hours.

Saturday morning I sat down at my desk to do an on-line assessment which was due at 5pm today. I went to log on to uni and discovered that my web access to uni was denied. With a sinking feeling, I pulled out my fees letter which I had looked at a week ago and realised I had misread it. For while all my other uni fees are due this Friday, my student union fees were due last Wednesday.

And so, because I hadn't paid my union fees, I was denied access to any of my university work areas including the ability to complete assessment.

I am an external student, and my student union does jack all for me. Once a year, I get a 18 page black and white magazine that is basically a propaganda leaflet about how great the student union is. And for that I pay $105.60 a year.

I can understand having restrictions places on university access if you haven't paid subject fees, but really, this is ridiculous.

So I paid by Bpay straight away on saturday morning and emailled the uni saying I had paid and needed access to the web again as I had assessment due Monday.

Nothing. Of course no-one is there over the weekend so I suspected it wouldn't get attended to until Monday.

Monday morning - no emails.
I rang outreach services (for external students) and re-explained my predicament - even taking full responsibility for the fact that I had misread the letter. The guy basically said Bpay can take a couple of days to come through and web access can't be reinstated until it does. I asked if there was anyway I could get it back up today - could I pay again right now some other way and get my earlier payment refunded when it came through.

He said he wasn't sure if it would get processed and web access reconnected again today but would check with finance (put me on hold). Came back to me - "Sorry that line is busy. You could always ask your lecturer for an extension." At which point I politely commented "And you wonder why people want voluntary student unionism. Fair enough if these were subject fees, but for the sake of a $50 union fee, I am not able to do assessment. This really is ridiculous".

Short silence on other end of the phone.
Then "I'll just try finance for you again".

No luck again so he gave me their direct number and we parted ways.

Then I rang finance.
While I was on hold, I emailed my lecturer explaining the situation, and was met with the expected reply - due to the delivery method of assessment there are no extensions. (It's web based computer managed assessment so I completely understand the logistical nightmare it would be to allow certain students extensions and not others). I was impressed by his very quick reply - top mark there.

Got through to finance and re-explained the situation. They said I should email them with my bpay number and student number and they could reinstate it but it might take a few hours. It was 11am.

I kept checking the web log-in and my email.
Nothing
Still nothing
Still nothing.
I'd even sent the email with an urgent exclamation mark against it and noted that I had on-line assessment due at 5pm.

Finally, at 4:35pm I rang finance again. This time I got a lovely lady who reconnected my straight away and I got the assessment done with 5 minutes to spare!

I hate meaningless student unions.
Bring on VSU.
Thank you Tony Abbott.

Quote on leadership

"Leaders can rarely afford the luxury of speaking for themselves alone."

From my uni readings today

How true that is...

United Nations expresses concern over Afghan Christian facing death .:. NewKerala - India's Top Online Newspaper

United Nations expresses concern over Afghan Christian facing death .:. NewKerala - India's Top Online Newspaper: "United Nations expresses concern over Afghan Christian facing death
United Nations: The UN has voiced 'great concern' for an Afghan charged in a Kabul court for converting from Islam to Christianity and cautioned against the possibility of a 'rift' between Afghanistan and the international community over the case.

'I am unaware of any previous case of this kind in Afghanistan,' UN Secretary-General Kofi Annan's Special Representative Tom Koenigs said in a statement on Abdul Rahman, who was brought before the court under Muslim Sharia charges last week.

'It is my wish that Mr Rahman's legal and human rights will be upheld, and that this matter does not create a rift between Afghanistan and its international partners,' he said, stressing that freedom of religious worship is a founding principle of the UN, arising from the Universal Declaration of Human Rights."

This guy could get sentenced to death for converting from Islam to Christianity. Yes, I see the tolerance here..........?

Savage Chickens Cartoon

Savage Chickens Cartoon

These are really cool!

Two Women Die After Using Abortion Pill - Yahoo! News

Two Women Die After Using Abortion Pill - Yahoo! News

How progressive of us here in Australia to approve what may turn out to be a deadly drug. Well deadly to two people, not just the one it is intended to kill.

Were our politicans entirely unable to read? So many other countries winding back use of this drug or investigating this as it appears quite dangerous - and our pollies enthusiastically lose it on Australian women.

And professing to be wise.... you know how this finishes.

- Christianity Today Magazine

- Christianity Today Magazine
This article has three different ways of reading the bible more quickly including the 100 minute bible! Hmm, not so sure about that one but it could be seen perhaps as an entree - to whet the palate!

I can't sleep

As the post says, I can't sleep! I got up just before 1 and had some sultana bran and thought I might surf a little hoping it would make me tired... hm, hasn't worked yet. A good friend told me the other day that if yo lie in bed for 20 minutes and can't get to sleep, best to get up and do something rather than just lie there. Thinking back, I don't know if my friend meant that getting up would make me sleepy or just more productive! If I still don't feel too tired soon I think I'll take my chances going back to bed!

I have looked at the Courier Mail's new website which I quite like, and aboslutely love their new size paper. I can't quite understand why some people think a change in size means they are going to start to dumb down their content. Each to their own I guess. At least I can read the paper by holding it now, and don't have to lie it down on a table or bench or the floor and peer over the whole thing. So I like it much better.

I went to the gym again today and did my weights session. I have a feeling I will be quite sore tomorrow! Part of my program is lunges - 2 sets of 10. They kill! ANyway, Stephen and JOsh were both doing some weights near where I was doing my lunges and in the second set I stopped after 8 as it just hurt so much. Josh just said - was that what you were meant to do Ruth? - and I knew I had to finish the other 2! It's amazing how another person can motivate you, even just by asking a simple question. That's the benefit of community - accountability, encouragement, team. We weren't created to do life alone.

From the mouth of a peace-loving person

I have been following a conversation between a Muslim and a non-muslim on another website and found the following quotes from the Quran quite enlightening......(When it says people of the book it is referring to muslims.)

People of the Book, do not exaggerate in [practising] your religion and tell nothing except the Truth about God. Christ Jesus, the son of Mary, was merely God's messenger and His word which He cast into Mary, and a spirit [proceeding] from Him.

Believe in God [Alone] and His messengers, and do not say: 'Three!" Stopping [it] will be better for you. God is only One God; glory be to Him, beyond His having any son! He owns whatever is in Heaven and whatever is on Earth; God suffices as a Trustee, (XXIV)The Messiah would never disdain to be God's servant, nor would the angels who are closest. He will summon anyone to Him who disdains to worship Him and acts too proud [for it]. As for those who believe and perform honorable deeds, He will pay them their earnings and ad even more for them out of His bounty. He will punish those who are scornful and proud with painful torment; they will not find any sponsor themselves nor any supporter besides God. Mankind, proof has come to you from your Lord; We have sent a clear Light down to you. He will show those who believe in God and cling to Him, into mercy and bounty from Himself, and guide them along a Straight Road towards Himself

and

Those who say: "God is Christ, the son of Mary," disbelieve.

So there we have it. For those of you who were at 24/7 the other night and caught some of our conversation over coffee, this makes for interesting reading....

My week

Had a great start to the week! My sister and I went to Melbourne for two nights and it was just the lovliest. If you know her, read her blog for a complete run down with photos! It's pretty impressive. Great blogging!

And after that lovely break, back to the real world. I have two messages to share in the next week - Wednesday and Friday - so I will be quite focused on that.

Just ordered my uni textbooks today after trying to find them second hand with no luck there, so will be getting all that underway. I am enjoying these two subjects - Leadership and Consumer Behaviour. Much more interesting than last semester's computers and economics!

I also start up at the gym again tomorrow as well so I am REALLY looking forward to that. I love feeling more fit than I currently feel. So that part of my life will start to feel a little more under control soon too.

I like to have a bit of order in my world as I don't enjoy the feeling of lots of things I need to do floating around my head (in a figurative sense of course).

Yet in the midst of this, I have this wonderful sense of goodness now and to come. God is doing great things and it is always good to lift our eyes and see the big picture rather than focus too much on the here and now to the detriment of anything else.

I lift my eyes to the hills. Where does my help come from? It comes from the Lord who made heaven and earth.

Drycleaning

I have always wondered how dry clearning actually works? Is there no liquid used at all?

Perhaps Microsoft should look into this...!

In Japan, they have replaced the impersonal and unhelpful Microsoft Error messages with Haiku poetry messages. Haiku poetry has strict construction rules. Each poem has only three lines, 17 syllables: five syllables in the first line, seven in the second, five in the third.

Haikus are used to communicate a timeless message often achieving a wistful, yearning and powerful insight through extreme brevity - the essence of Zen:

Your file was so big.
It might be very useful.
But now it is gone.

The Web site you seek
Cannot be located, but
Countless more exist.

Chaos reigns within.
Reflect, repent, and reboot.
Order shall return.

Program aborting:
Close all that you have worked on.
You ask far too much.

Windows NT crashed.
I am the Blue Screen of Death.
No one hears your screams.

Yesterday it worked.
Today it is not working.
Windows is like that.

First snow, then silence.
This thousand-dollar screen dies
So beautifully.

The chaos that is preparation

I am preaching Sunday night and attempting to spend some time preparing today.

Whenever I prepare for sermons, I seem to get a direction and then go through this period of chaos where nothing comes together and everything is muddled, and then I move into the phase of getting my thoughts in order.

I'm still in the chaos phase.

Very frustrating.

Anyway, here is a great quote I read while studying for uni the other night, which may or may not make it in some form into Sunday night's sermon.

Affirming values Leaders can do this in a number of ways. They can reaffirm existing values, remind people of the values of the past or they can lead the regeneration of values. Values always decay over time. Societies that keep their values alive do so, not by escaping the process of decay but by powerful processes of regeneration. There must be a perpetual rebuilding. Each generation must rediscover the living elements of its own tradition and adapt them to present realities. To assist in that rediscovery is one of the tasks of leadership. The leaders who we admire most help to revitalise our shared beliefs and values. They have always spent a portion of their time teaching the value framework. (Gardner, 1989, pp.13-14) John Gardner (1989) in his book entitled "On Leadership".

In contrast to Will

Well I have been getting ready to start up my semester again and have read through the introductory material tonight. In contrast to _boy pundit: Day One my two subjects actually appear quite interesting.

One is Consumer Behaviour and one is Leadership. I have already read one very inspiring quote which I will blog about in the next few days - when I go back to the uni site and get it!

In rather surprising news, my results for semester three turned out ok - in fact - more than ok. A credit for one subject and a distinction for another. As my sister says, I think my study happens by the grace of God. (And I don't mean that as a throw away line either).

He's good.

***Free write warning***

Well I have been pondering quite a bit lately. I'm not exactly sure why. It tends to happen when I have been watching too many episodes of Prison Break before I go to bed and then I am too wound up to get to sleep so I end up laying in bed awake - which allows for ample pondering time. Should I be praying instead? Hm, maybe in some ways I am - I think God likes us to reflect but of course we do need to be careful that we do not become self-oriented in our pondering.

I think that's why sometimes the intellectuals of the world can become sad people - because their mental faculties are consumed with themselves and they do not renew their mind. That is a verse I really love - do not be conformed to the pattern of this world but be transformed by the renewing of your mind....

It's amazing how much the way we think affects who we are. What are the patterns of the world that try to conform us into their way of thinking? There are many and I think different people more easily follow different patterns according to their personality and character.

It's quite a discipline to keep your mind being renewed. That's part of having a 24/7 faith (which we were talking about at my homegroup tonight).

There are so many elements to that - intellectually, emotionally, physically - our spirituality is an holistic thing.

Enough for tonight.

I love Fusion. It is great. It is rubber meets the road. I love amazing young men and women who are ready to find their place and change their world.

Really, enough for tonight.

Well whaddya know?

Apparently, it is estimated that 1 in 10 Europeans are conceived on an Ikea bed.

To mark Roland's birthday

Dog Philosophy

The reason a dog has so many friends is that he wags his tail instead of his tongue. -Anonymous

Don't accept your dog's admiration as conclusive evidence that you are wonderful. -Ann Landers

If there are no dogs in Heaven, then when I die I want to go where they went. -Will Rogers

There is no psychiatrist in the world like a puppy licking your face.-Ben Williams

A dog is the only thing on earth that loves you more than he loves himself.-Josh Billings

The average dog is a nicer person than the average person.-Andy Rooney

We give dogs time we can spare, space we can spare and love we can spare. And in return, dogs give us their all. It's the best deal man has ever made.Acklam

Dogs love their friends and bite their enemies, quite unlike people, who are incapable of pure love and always have to mix love and hate.-Sigmund Freud

I wonder if other dogs think poodles are members of a weird religious cult.-Rita Rudner

A dog teaches a boy fidelity, perseverance, and to turn around three times before lying down.-Robert Benchley

Anybody who doesn't know what soap tastes like never washed a dog.-Franklin P. Jones

If I have any beliefs about immortality, it is that certain dogs I have known will go to heaven, and very, very few persons.-James Thurber

If your dog is fat, you aren't getting enough exercise.-Unknown

My dog is worried about the economy because Pal is up to $3.00 a can. That's almost $21.00 in dog money.-Joe Weinstein

Ever consider what our dogs must think of us? I mean, here we come back from a grocery store with the most amazing haul -- chicken, pork, half a cow. They must think we're the greatest hunters on earth!-Anne Tyler

Women and cats will do as they please, and men and dogs should relax and get used to the idea.-Robert A. Heinlein

Today, and tomorrow

Today was just lovely. I got to spend time with the love of my life as we both had an RDO and it was my first one since June last year that I didn't have an uni work to do. We had a relaxing day, eating and shopping and even housework got done!

He also bought me a whole huge container of my favourite lollipops ever! What a man!

In other big news, Roland turns 2 tomorrow! Apparently that means he is no longer a puppy but a fully fledged dog. Celebrations planned? Zilch actually. Does that make me a bad owner? I don't think so..........

Happy Valentines Day for tomorrow and remember - don't buy the commercial line that it's all about romantic love! To cut a long story short - it's about a guy who woudn't deny his faith and got martyred.

Guess that doesn't sell many choccies though hey!

It's been a big week

Well it's been a big week. I had my final exam for Semster 3 on Monday morning so I now have no uni to do for three weeks which is pure heaven.

We've seen the riots over the cartoons - which are a very inappropriate way to respond to offense, real, imagined, intended, accidental etc. Not on.

My 24/7 kind of faith homegroup started which was a really great introduction night and I am looking forward to meeting with this great group of people as we explore faith and life.

I had an article printed in the Courier on Thursday re the RU486 and then did a live radio interview about it on ABC Capricornia with a really lovely interviewer.

We saw the WORST movie EVER (and I chose it). Man - what a stinker. Although, at least it was so bad it was good - if you know what I mean. We could all laugh at it together.

I went to the graduation of several friends from Bible College. They are fantastic people and each one of them can make a huge difference in this world.

Life is good.

I forgot...

...that studying for economics exams makes you want to do MORE blogging.
I am now up to date with all my friends who blog - even if Linus' recent attempt can only JUST be called an update.

And in big news just in, I am currently eating my first chocolate easter bunny (love biting those ears off!) of the season (thanks to the generous purchase by my great husband)!

A quick recap

I have been away at our leaders retreat, which was a great few days of planning, worshipping, seeking God, and hearing from Him.

Hence the lack of blogging.

Now after shooting off various emails for things that need to be set in motion, I am preparing to study for my economic exam which is in two days. So I probably won't blog much between now and Wednesday morning! On a positive note, I just got my results back from the awful economic assignment that kept me up till 3am a few weeks ago - 78%. (Thanks to Dad for the access to those reference materials) So that's all good.

What words of wisdom am I sharing today? Don't do Summer semester! So short and quick and so much else happening in life at the same time! Oh well, at least it's nearly over !!!!

I want to be an extremist too!

"... though I was initially disappointed at being categorized as an extremist, as I continued to think about the matter I gradually gained a measure of satisfaction from the label ... In that dramatic scene on Calvary's hill three men were crucified. We must never forget that all three were crucified for the same crime - the crime of extremism. Two were extremists for immorality and thus fell below their environment. The other, Jesus Christ, was an extremist for love, truth, and goodness and thereby rose above his environment. Perhaps the South, the nation, and the world are in dire need of creative extremists." - Martin Luther King Jr., Letter from Birmingham Jail

Frustrations!

One tiny little thing that isn't installed on my computer and a whole night's opportunity to get a chunk of my assignment done wasted. It's just one small wizard in Access that allows me to determine what type of data mask gets entered in (how the data is formatted basically).

It's not installed. (boo hoo) I found my Office CD. (yay!) Windows installer can't seem to locate this small installation package (boo hoo).

Stupid Microsoft!

Isn't it amazing how leaving little things unattended to can cause a huge roadblock for us - hm, there's a sermon in that!

A momentous day

Well today the greatest guy in the world turned 30!

I was also given the news that I definitely have to have 3 wisdom teeth removed. (Apparently the 4th one just never appeared!) I must say, while I have some trepidation - being someone who really prefers to avoid pain and discomfort - it is also a relief as I have been getting terrible headaches from them.

Big computer assignment due next Wednesday, which means one of two things for this blog. Either I will write nothing - or, I will procrasitinate a lot and will write many little irrelevant posts. I am also glad this is the only time I ever have to do two subjects in summer semester. See - there is ALWAYS a reason to be thankful!

Lies That Go Unchallenged-Free PowerPoint

Lies That Go Unchallenged-Free PowerPoint:
Rights of the Individual
Lie #1: We have the freedom of choice to be who we want and to do what we want.

Marriage and the Family
Lie #2: Marriage can be between any two people, and it lasts only as long as both are happy.

Society and Toleration
Lie #3: We’ll live in harmony if we tolerate the beliefs of others.

The Arts
Lie #4: Art should break traditional norms and challenge outworn beliefs.

Christians in Culture
Lie #5: Christian beliefs are a private matter.

The Media
Lie #6: Entertainment is a vehicle to help us fulfill personal desires.

Spirituality in Culture
Lie #7: God accepts us as we are, and there are many ways to him."

Sitting at my kitchen table...

a computer in front of me
Textbooks to my left
a nearly empty ice-cream container on my right
sherbet lemon lollies to the top right of the table

ah, economics assignments :-)

Not that this would ever happen to you

Bumper Sticker Hypocrisy

A police officer pulled a driver aside and asked for his license and registration. "What's wrong, officer?" the driver asked. "I didn't go through any red lights, and I certainly wasn't speeding."

"No, you weren't," said the officer, "but I saw you waving your fist as you swerved around the lady driving in the left lane, and I further observed your flushed and angry face as you shouted at the driver of the Hummer who cut you off, and how you pounded your steering wheel when the traffic came to a stop near the bridge."

"Is that a crime, officer?"

"No, but when I saw the 'Jesus loves you and so do I' bumper sticker on the car, I figured this car had to be stolen."

Citation: Adapted from Homiletics magazine (May 2004); submitted by Gino Grunberg, Gig Harbor, Washington.

Crisis averted

Well my Vaio was terminally ill. After slipping into unconsciousness Thursday night, it never recovered and I bade it a sad farewell on Friday, with not a little consternation as to how we were going to solve this small problem.

And then......

an angel rang me and said that they wanted to buy my a new laptop....!

It is a seriously cute 12.1" Asus (and I can just hear all the guys cringing at my description of this piece of technolocgy as cut but hey - it is!) and after an early hiccup with the wireless, it is performing exceptionally well.

So now I am about to begin my economics assignment. At least I have a cute computer to work on!

A very, very big thank you to my angel...... :-)

A small crisis

My relatively new (second-hand) seriously cute 12" Vaio has just decided to not start.

I turned it off at work, took it home, had dinner and went to turn it on - and nothing. Stephen looked at it, pulled batteries out, poked and prodded and nothing.

Normally this would be rather annoying. However, it is rather troubling as I have a sermon to prepare for Sunday as well as a major assignment due next week which I was due to start tonight.

So if you read this, please pray that this situtaion resolves itself and I don't have to send it away!